Gone fruity
Gone for nearly a week from LJ and I miss the Star Trek gag reel?! Though I'm not crushed out on the new ST as some people, I would like to have seen that, boy howdy.
Anyway.
To tell the truth, I've been going through a hard time with Anxiety. Capital A. I had a couple of mini panic attacks this weekend, not to mention the spontaneous bawling I've done in acupuncture in the past. I started to see a new therapist yesterday. This time the clinic I'm going to is a behavior health clinic, meaning they take my insurance and they will help me cope, but I don't think we'll be doing any breakthrough regression into childhood. Which is totally fine at this point. I do like the woman I met with, and at the very least I left there feeling really validated.
In knitting news, I finished the "fruity" baby hat I was making. First hat, second project - and I consider it mostly a success. Knitting is starting to be fun and stress-relieving instead of stress-inducing. Nice.
Later this week I see my orthopedic surgeon again. Since I'm not actually improving, we'll see what he recommends. If I'm going to have surgery, I almost want to wait until my employer springs that December holiday furlough crap on us (oh, like I don't know it's coming).
This morning is not bad. It's raining, I have tea. :)